Monday, January 28, 2008

LOVES

My beauty sleep is being disturb by my beloved SIS. But its okay, rarely see her often so I let her disturb. HAHAHAHAHA. And lazy her, got 3 weeks of holidays and she's not doing her assignments but sleeping her day away now. No wonder she's in the clan "HOT PIGS". MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Intend to cut my hair today, but changed my mind cos my fats lazy to move. Moreover now prices for hair cut and dye is kinda ex, so maybe after new year then cut bah :) And I am sick now, and I cant meet out with dear PORKYPORK for botak jones. Thurs for lunch okays :D

Got my results last thurs, and I kept telling Baby that I will continue to work as maybe my results will be the same as the previous year, and after working for 1 year I will save up to study private, but I was lucky enough that I might be able to get into poly. Didnt really work hard or buck up in e end, but still a little effort of studying did make me realise my mother's money did not go to a waste. HAHAHAHAHA.

Glad for my Baby's results too. Without those 2 years you wont have today, so dont think too much okays :)

After results went to eat with Jana and Edison, and we went on our own ways. Went to shop around and at night went to MOS to kpo Dj shodown as me and Baby never kpo before. Smoove @ Main Arena was quite shiok. Music and everything was kinda loud and nice! But from 12am dance will 4.30am quite tiring huh. LOL.








With my Sweetest :) Began to crap with my phone as the club was quite empty. Waited for crowd to come in as its still early.









I asked Baby how come now he's crazy over the songs that I listened as he's more into jap and chinese song instead of english songs, and he said,

"Ask my baby loh, always bring me to club."

HAHAHAHAHAHA. I where got always bring you go. I intro you those songs before I bring you go club k. Dont put da blame on me. HAHAHAHA.



CHEERS!



Greedy me, all mine. Its mine its not yours. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.



I wanted to post with all my fingers up but end up only 2 fingers. Too lag or what? LOL.





Siao Ting Tong.


Anyway, I'll blog about something as I promised Baby. All I wanted to say was thank you. Thank you for stepping into my life on 01.01.2008, which I realised there are actually colours in my life since you are here. Thanks for giving me happiness that I've always asked for.

It may seemed fast for everything, but what matters most is the feelings. I may have played a ridiculous part at times, but what I realised most is how much tolerance you can give me. Its really dramatic; we werent in good terms at e beginning, and how much I get pissed off with you and I wouldnt want to go on talking terms with you. When I thought of it, I feel like laughing.

I'm lack of words now, I dont know what to say, because I do not know how to express things out. I'm tongue twisted when it comes to this. Actions speak louder than words, that's what I always tell you, so I hope my actions do tell what I always wanted to tell you. Thank you baby.









Thank you sweetest :)

Thursday, January 24, 2008

BACK FROM MIA

I guess I've lost readers from my blog cos of my lack of updates! Being asked why I never update already, its cos I have no time to use my lappy, and when I have my off days, my internet connections have stupid problems, if not is I lazy to update and upgrade. I'm still trying to figure out new layouts for my blog, so I'll just stick to this simple one first. HAHAHAAH.

What's with my recent life now? As usual, working loh. Enjoy working at times cos of nice people there, but working at town has given me a high expenditure on food and transport. And there is something wrong with my first pay, and I did not figure it out until recently, how dumb am I. But I wont voice out lah, cos I've banked in the cheque 1 month ago.

I was damn tired @ work de other day with only 2 hours of sleep, and conflicts with sensitive issues during work makes me even more piss. Baby came to meet me for dinner and I complained to him like "38 old auntie", and he gave me a sweet surprise. A sunsflower to brighten up my day :D He walked me to bencoolen for my favourite kway chap for supper too. Thanks Darling :)







*Thanks Sweetest :)

Caught Body 19 and I dont like the storyline. Its more to the gore side, but as usual I get freak out at times lah. I just dont like gore lah. Went to Thomson Rd for prata supper. I ate mee goreng instead cos I love mee goreng, but it wasnt as nice as I expected. Its famous for prata so I cannot complain. LOL. Had a great day too.






Sweetest Sis w Javier.







Me & Baby :)



HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!!!!!



*Please dont kill me, SIS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Went MOS last weekend, and I felt kinda bored at that place already. Wanted to try butterfactory but in the end stick to mos cos I met baby @ clark quay. Suggested zouk but scared full house lah, so just mos to play safe ba. Didnt really enjoy thou. I guess I begin to prefer chilling bah. Hehe :)

Pictures :D



Buy you a Drank?



Png, Me, Crazy Baby.



PNG CAVEMAN. HEHEHEHEHEHE...





Baby :)



Porky, Png and Baby. Suspect Baby doesnt love me anymore :(







Me & Baby.



Baby emo liaoz... BOO HOO HOO. HAHAHAHAHAHA...

Anyway.........



Try thinking what's so special about this pic bah. Actually very simple lah. I piggy back him and run. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! So he took this photo and a 1 sec video cos he dont know hot to use my phone to take video. How noob he can be. HAHAHAHA. Fit right? Of cos loh. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Shall update again when I'm free as I'm gonna sleep soon before I get scolded for zzzz late. Results in a few hours time, so good luck to me ba. My next entry will be the very very special one, so baby, you know what I mean huh. HAAHAHAHAHAHA. *Promise promise* LOVES :D

Night night!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

HELLO!

I'm still upgrading my blog, so pls be patient for the time being..........

Monday, December 24, 2007

MERRY XMAS!

A few more hours till christmas, yet I'm working tomorrow. Celebrate christmas @ boutique loh. HAHAHAHA. But I'm off today! So town sure packed like crazy de. Still deciding where to head later. Hope later wont so packed loh. If not I dont know how to go home already.

21st December 2007
Went Zouk. So fun~ Its the 3rd time going Zouk, and finally I get to enjoy there loh. Maybe this time the music isnt that bad. But I had a hard time Q-ing back to phuture loh. HAHAHA and yk's a lil drunk after a few sips of alcohol. HAHAHAHAA.






With Scandal & Caveman!


Porky and JJ :D


With Marcus and Yk!


Tsk another scandal.



See?



TSK. CHEEKY CHEEKY.



KT, Porky, SHAWN & JJ! HAHAHAHA SHAWN! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAH.



KT AND SUEANN [ SHAWN]. HAHAHAHA.


Caveman!


Sueann and JJ!


KT & JJ!


JJ & KTKTKTKTKTKTKTKTKTKTTTTT!!! HAHAHAHHA


Flowers for You? HEHEHE

Went to that Muslim coffee shop after club. The food there is ................................... Ahem. HAHAHAHAHA.

28th December 2007

Worked till night, and was damn tired. Intend to go Zouk at first, but then me and Sueann dropped the idea, so didnt go club in e end. Was quite hungry, so went for supper session for a tiny while, but ended up............................... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

What a waste right? I appreciate Kway Chap, but to SOMEONE, so sad =( HAHAHAHAHA!
Just Kidding and you know I am. HAHAHAHA.
Shall update again soon. =)
A brand new life!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Disappointed.

Been quite a while since I've updated. Not much happenings thou. Anyway, seen quite a number of familar faces working at taka also. Interesting people. Guess I wont be heading poly ba. Maybe continue working till my sis finish her degree then I'll consider studying degree too. Work hard to help mummy invest 1st bah :) Had this kinda thinking cos I dont think my results will make it luh. So better plan first. HAHA. Anyway, work first ba.

Out the whole day yesterday for window shopping as I've got weekend off. No mood to shop loh. See what also want buy what. HAHAHAHAHAHA. But still, I'm getting many things. Cant wait! I cant wait for christmas too, cos after christmas, its gonna be 2008 sooooooooooon :D HEEHEEEHEEEHEEEEEEE...

I miss clubbing.... Sigh.

Hmmm, kinda disappointed in some things recently. When I heard something, I didnt realise something until sudden thoughts hit me about you. As in, straight to the point, if there are things that I'm fated to know, I'll know it. And there are things I dont even wish to know I'll know it eventually. Well, you got it, like you said, What Goes Around Comes Around, and I've got the taste of your own blood. Guess you are happy right now, feeling good. I dont even think I deserve this, I did no shit, but to you I did sinful things, so yea, this is it. You are happy right now, I've no say. I guess this is what you really want. Why must I still care about it? Why? Why would I care when I think you dont give a shit about it. Guess its really over le, so good luck.

When you gained something, you lose something. So what did I gain?

Sunday, December 09, 2007

WORK!!

Damn tiring... Work full shift straight for days, standing there like statue for 12 hours without any good sales. Luckily yesterday was at boutique, so quite slack at there. Nua around and talk. Kinda enjoy this job as I've learn quite alot. At taka jiu different story lo. Cant slack loh, just stand there like wood, drink water also cannot :( Later still have to work..................................... at boutique............... afternoon shift........ sob..

Confirm going thailand in January with Jana and her friend! Hope it goes well and hope my pay wont siao siao, if not cant go already. Heard the air tickets are cheap, so gonna get those tomorrow.

Dont really know what to blog already, mind kinda blank now.. No clubbing or outings already, so not much events. I wont club so much already, and no drinking!!!!! HAHAHAHA. Life is all about working, so what's nice about working? Work is nice when your pay comes loh. HAHAHAHA.

Kk lame, I will post photos when I have my long long off. Loves :)

Sunday, December 02, 2007

=)

This blog song of mine is so nice. Somehow quite meaningful. I like both Rihanna and Neyo, and they went on a duet! So it was like double nice lah. LOL.

Yesterday worked at Vivo. Its damn busy can. Guess their sales not bad loh, if only I have commission I'll be rich. HAHAHAHAHA. Most customers try and buy, but some T.F.F. At least there are things for me to do, if not I die liao.....

Went hungry easily. Ate chicken chop and then Yoshinoya. Mummy bought some food back for my supper but I didnt touch them. Dont really have craving for the food she bought. Boil cup noodles but left it there for show. Too tired to move after a long day. Somemore brush teeth liao, where will I want to eat again. Its been a long time since I pamper myself with food, now back with a pack of tyres at my tummy already.

Emo the whole day yesterday. Dont know why, just feel troubled. WHATEVER. ROLL EYES.

Chatted on the phone and felt so much better. Its over anyway. Mood swing.

Gonna work later at Wisma. First day of work for new job, and I need to work like crazy already. LONG HOURS KILL MY FEET!!!!!! =(

Cannot pamper myself with many off days. Just the weekends will do. Must save for my Thailand trip also! And also shopping spreeeeeeeee!!! Pay havent come in then already wanted to buy so many thingssss!! But I still need to save...... Bubbles kena pricked. HAHAHAHA.

Gonna nap for a while.

HATRED BLINDS A PERSON TO REASON. LALALA~

Lurb lurb.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Working Life

Worked @ Vivo yesterday. Damn boring loh. Its the first time that it was quite peaceful. Guess it was due to the rain, but at least there's some customers at times, if not I sure coma there. Lucky it was the last day yesterday, as I was entitled to work for a few days there. Gonna start work at Taka soon, but sadly its not Mphosis anymore. Working for Lanvin, so rich people please help me earn commission ok! HAHAHHAHA. Hope can learn their things fast.

Saw a number of familiar faces yesterday, but my mind was drifting away, somehow didnt notice them. But I'm happy to see them thou. Hope they are doing fine :) Didnt head to club due to some reasons, maybe some other time.

I want to eat Kway Chap!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! BUY YOU CIGRATTTTTTEEEEEEEEESSSSSS OK!

:D

"Which is worst, Love or Hate?"

You decide.

LURB LURB.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Me love?

Feeling really sian now, dont know what to type. Feel like typing the way I feel now, but I just couldnt find the words and I couldnt express out. I feel really damn Fucked up.

Am I doing the right thing? Is it letting out to someone really that difficult. I really dont know how to express this shit out. When I feel fucked up, I just say what I want without thinking. This is what makes me a CB thou. The more I say, the more shit it turns out. Its just shit lah.

Why am I doing things that harm myself, despite knowing there something important. I dont wanna drink, but it just the way to drown my sorrows. Its just childish. And the next day, I think of stuffs again. Its just stupid.

I promise to take care of myself, but promises become lies when unfulfill. I respect promises, but do I respect the promises I made for myself?

Why do I have to do childish things? Am I mad or what? Sigh.

To You:

I just dont know what to say, I hope we will go through this together, and await for the positive side of everything. I hope nothing happens and I hope we will lead this peacefully. I hope you feel the same too. I cannot predict the future, neither can you, so I'll just wait. I hope everything turns out fine. Just want to say I am sorry for everything. I hope I'll change thou. Less crazy? =)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I'VE GOT A TAN!!!!!!

23rd November 2007

Went DXO w Sueann and head there for a drinking session. The dancefloor was basically boring so she suggested heading outside to drink instead. For the first time in my life, I would like to say that I puke for the very first time. I was quite upset over a few stuffs and ended drinking like shit. I cant cry, but to drink. That's dumb and childish of me. And the worst thing was I puke infront of the lift right infront of people. So damn gross luh. But its ok, they wont remember my face, not like "someone-that-puke-in-zouk". HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH YOU KNOW WHO I MEAN.

After that headed to MOS for another drinking session. Met many interesting people.Supper, then home, died in bed and coma for 10 years.

24th November 2007

Headed Zouk with Sueann and dance for a while. Drank a little and headed to Mos again. Drink again, but this time wasnt gross at all. I thought I would puke again but now ok already.

Sounds like I'm crazy for clubbing, but actually not. Just wanna have fun and not to think about shitty things. The night is still young... HAHAHAHA. Thanks Sueann for giving me so much fun :)

25th Novemver 2007

Without any sleep, I went Sentosa to tan and kpo some floorball event. I am so fit luh. HAHAHAHA. It was a nice day out, thanks alot :) Shall go sentosa again soon. This time I need to tan my back. So happy to have a darker skin now, but not so even. Pictures soon :)

Misses~
Loves~

Friday, November 23, 2007

SENTOSA!

Went Sentosa on Wednesday [21st Nov]. My motive for going there is to tan and swim, but there is no sun. Somehow it drizzle instead. And I wanted to swim since it has been many years I've touch the water, but I somehow lost the stamina. And the moment I soaked into the water, my skin starts to rash. Damn sian loh. But its ok, I had a little sunburn though. Hope it doesnt peel like shit.

Made 7 sandwiches, just nice for all of us. Slack and play till end of day :D Pictures are with Dear Jana, upload soon.

Intend to club that night, but somehow I changed my mind. Need to find a day to club, gonna start my working life soon. Gonna work the very last day at Mphosis Vivo next week and I'm gonna work at Lanvin's. Thanks to Zoe that I got this job :) If not I think I will continue to nua and enjoy tai tai's life. HAHAAHHAHA.

After the first interview at Lanvin, I feel like working for them, but after the 2nd interview, I sian diao liao, dont feel like working for them liao, but a promise is a promise, gotta work for 2 months 1st bah. Any extra cash flowing in my pocket would be fine for me. Maybe after working there for a few times I'll enjoy it. Gonna miss working at Mphosis since I've been working there for almost a year.... Somehow there's a tiny little feelings for them although the people there at citylink kept changing. But its ok, I am happy anyway. HAHAHAHAHA.

Nothing much to blog about already. Just wanna post pictures the next time. Few that recently, I have lack of words to say. I dont know what to say anymore. So, adios momo chacha!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

TIRED!

Been going out often despite cash flow problems. Dont feel like staying at home. Low cash flow can prevent me from taking cab and take the last bus almost everyday. Prevent from splurging on clothes and food, and only eat when I'm hungry. Must control for my Thailand trip!

Was supposed to head Malaysia for a holiday, but change my mind. The stuffs there are quite ex in certain areas, then decided to head Thailand in e end. Probably in January, which is after my dear friend wedding.

Currently not working, only headed to Vivo to work for 4 days. Worked for 2 days only, left 2 more days. Damn sian to work, boring luh.... but lucky Vivo is crowded enough, if not I will die there straight. But hope to get that job Zoe intro and then work for full December to have my cash flowing in my pocket.

Not much happening recently, went out club days before, both days MOS. Had lots of fun lah. Now cant club, no drinking, no chicka-dooing anymore. Must control.

Pictures?


Dear SILVEN :)



SKINNY :)


AH WAH :)


LADIES!!!


LURB LURB.


LOVES :)


Take 1

Take 2
Those were Ladies Night on Wednesday. Went with SKINNY, SILVEN, WANTING AND AH WAH. Quite fun though. Shall meet up with them sooooooooon :) Shall blog till here. Loves.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Misses.

Hmmm, I guess its e end of everything, back to single life after 3 years. Well, I am not used to it, but everything has a new beginning, so I gotta go back to a new start.

Sometimes, things dont go our ways, its either solve it or end it. Who would really wish to end it? I have got no choice. Everything takes time to heal ba.

Pretty upset but life still goes on, and I hope yours does too.

Thinking back of the past, the places we went, the food we ate, the love we shared, the time we've been together, I appreciate your time that you spent with me. Although I dont want the time to end, but things will come to an end no matter what. Humans greed alot, but I will have to stop when its enough.

Guess everything now will be part of our history, which cannot be returned anymore. I thank you for everything that you had tried to give the best that you could, though it wasnt enough, but I appreciate it. Although these 3 years I hadnt been doing much, just helping you when you are in trouble, doing the things that no one could ever do for you, but just hope you would feel happy about it. I never asked for much because of my shitty attitude, but for what I can do I can just give in to you. No one is perfect, but I know you are already the perfect one to me, and you are just someone would still stand in my heart for the time being. You are just someone that I wont forget, because these 3 years meant something for me. I have learnt alot from you.

I am happy that you are someone who can accept the way I am, the way I look, the way I carry my attitude and myself, the way I am always like this. The future cant predict if I were to find someone like you, who can accept e way I am, but I know you were someone who could. This is why I am glad that I had you.

Its normal for me to wonder now, 'What are you doing now', or 'Where had you been', and 'Who are you with now?'. I dont know if it explains something about how I felt, but I guess you might understand how I feel, and I know you will not feel the same, because for all I know, you are a strong person, who doesnt allow sorrows overcome you, who would always carry a smile with you. I dont want you to feel the same, as long as you are happy, that will do.

Its not the hurt and pain I have to endure, its the time that I've left I needed to endure.

I dont know what to say now, but I just wanna let you know I hope you are doing fine now, and I wish you happiness no matter what. I will be there if you need help, like how I used to do.

Time will heal everything, and I will have a new beginning. Patience :)

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

WOOOOOOO

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!

Hmmm, lets see... I did studied, more hardworking than last year, but still, I dont if I am able to make it this year. Compared some answers with my classmates, I had quite a number of careless mistakes. So..... back to last year results? I dont know.

Wanted to change my blog today and upload chunks of pictures, but my sis had to download something using her lappy, so I cant use lappy. So guess I'll be heading Bishan later to look for SKINNY.

Went to dear Silven's birthday celebration at Bottom's up last Saturday. Didnt expect to spend a lot there as we thought the alcohol we ordered can hold up through the night. But the liqour went empty before 1am, and Wont be nice staying there w/o opening another bottle, so we all spent quite alot on another bottle. But still, 3am and the bottle went empty, and most of the people were seeing "stars" already, so we all started to head home. Wasnt drunk, but the next day, my tummy was feeling damn shitty loh.

And outing with Jana, Yk, JJ, Kelvin last Friday too. I met them at 6 but end up reaching at 7 plus I think. Damn the bus and traffic. Not really my fault. And I made them starved to death. Poor thingsss. HAHAHA. But also had fun lah. =)

And yesterday, went out with classmates to singing session. So worth to sing at chinatown. Only 10 per person, and the room is a nice and big, free flow of drinks and many many!!! HAHAHA. After that went dinner, tired people headed home and energetic Fatty, Jana, Erwin and JJ went to Clark Quay to play. That's about all. Pictures in Jana's camera. So will post pictures when I got the pictures =)

Shall stop here le. Its time for me to travel to Bishan. See you :D